All that pain and sadness, stowed away somewhere deep inside of you. No way to let it out, it just grows and builds itself up every day and soon it will burst out of you as tears and silent screams of help. There is no one to hear it, no one to help you. You just sit there, crying and screaming. You are too scared to talk with him about it, too scared for being denied. He knows you like him, just not how much it is tearing you apart slowly piece by piece. Consuming you with every breath you take whenever you’re close to him. Devouring you.